Sadistic Streak?

Our text messages about my spanking did not just end with the last post. There was something very interesting that I discovered about Miss from the next few texts that followed.

Miss: In my experience

Miss: Metal spatula with cut outs leaves blisters in the shape of those cut outs
Like hearts for valetines day

Miss: In a pinch I improvise
2 months ago I used the power cord off a kettle
And shoved his head under the desk
So the back on his head hit the desk with each stroke if he didnt keep perfectly perched on my thighs

Me: Wow Miss. The metal spatula and the improvisation with the desk under head are so cruel. Didn't realise there a sadistic streak behind your sweet face.

Miss: That power cord really did the trick


Me: Just curious. If I may ask. Was the power chord whipping a punishment for an error or because you thought it would be fun?

Miss: punishment

Me: Not that I need another reminder but I can see I really don't want to piss you off :)


This revelation although not shocking, did catch me a bit off guard. I was never under any illusion that Miss was firm in her ways and was not one to put up with undisciplined behavior. However I did not foresee her desire to dish out punishment especially not in the painfully creative ways mentioned above. In my mind I saw her as a soft & sensual Domme with a firm will. I guess one must never judge a Dominant Lady by her sweet looks.

This display of her sadistic nature just made me realise that there is so much for us to learn about each other. I was very pleased with the fact that Miss decided to reveal this side of her to me.

Predictably this got me very excited and naturally when I get excited my right hand is rendered useless for any productive work. So I was required to multitask for most of the exchange of texts above (texting with the left and playing with the right).

Aside from my expected feelings of excitement whenever Miss communicates with me (no matter the medium of communication), her talk of punishing another sub also made me feel a tiny bit jealous. Whenever Miss narrates any instance of play with another sub it makes me quite envious. My envy is fueled from the fact that they get to experience her dominance real time in her presence. I hope the day is not too far when I get to feel her dominant touch and aura in person.

Until then I will keep blogging and continue to please her in the only way I can.