Changing Dynamics

Woke up to this message from Miss.

Miss: breakfast of femdom.

 

Miss: when your device is on let me know andi will send you pic


Miss: Lovely breakfast Miss. Just what you deserve :) thank you so much trusting me with the pics. I was very concerned about it this morning when we spoke. I would never compromise your privacy. I know exactly how you feel. I have felt the same paranoia for many years.


Me: I will happily lock myself for you :)


Miss: here she sends me an amazing picture of her in a bikini.


Me: Wow Miss. Amazing!!! Now I know why you wanted me locked up. I will let you know as soon as it is on.


Me: Miss...I have to be at work a bit early to attend a meeting. I am finding myself short of time. May I lock up after I return from work later tonight?


Miss: ok if no play


Me: Thank you Miss. You are the best :) promise no play at all.

I got the vibe that this time she was more serious about me locking up. She had on one occasion suggested I lock up but at that time I didn't sense the assertion from her. I can't explain it but for some reason it felt very serious time. She was still understanding enough to give me time until i returned from work.

I would be lying if I didnt say I was looking forward to this change in her attitude. As a submissive that loves to please his Dominant, I also enjoy the challenge it poses. If there was any doubt about how serious she was, it was quickly dispelled by her next text message. I’ve highlighted this in RED as this is a key moment that will decide where things as now heaed. This moment of truth is now upon me.

Miss: you will start serving as a cuck too
learning my likes
start a file
add this spa

Me: Yes Miss. I will. I am going through all sorts of emotions as you used that word 'cuck' on me. I am also very nervous for the first time talking to you. I can sense the dynamics changing and your dominance stepping up.


Miss: i know youre less composed on the phone so looking forward to a post breakdown of those emotions
today


Me: Certainly Miss. All details will be on the blog. Today has been a big day.

Well...where do i begin...all those emotions I wastalked about earlier in my blog are all coming back. Only this time they feel real. I am nervous, in fact very nervous that my cuckolding fantasies are getting closer to reality. As soon as Miss said I was going to start serving as her cuck, my heart literally skipped a beat. I felled jolted, afraid and also aroused. Even though Miss had ordered me not to play I couldn't help stealing a little touch at this point.

I quickly regained my composure and tucked myself back in. No more playing. I am very nervous and excited about what is to come. We have been talking to each other about cuckolding for a month now. However it was never discussed that she actually take me on as her cuck. Even though I actively fantasised about it and also openly wrote about it earlier in my blog, I was too afraid to bring it up when we spoke on the phone or texted via sms. The phrase "be careful what you wish for " would always come to mind.

Will I be able to cope being a real life cuckold to Miss or will I fail miserably? This is so new to me and I am really not sure what to expect. I know Miss is a very understanding lady and knows to take things slow. With her guidance I hope I eventually turn out to be just the good little cuck boy that she is looking for. I am under no illusion that this is going to be easy by any means.

As a starting point she has given me a list of things she likes to do and also some of her interests. I am to make a list and be mindful of the cities she will be traveling through the week. I am to research her areas of interest and suggest things she might like to do when there. I am also to be of help looking up flights and accommodation for her；find performances like comedy, music, ballet etc for her to attend；make a list of massage parlors and spas for her get pampered at. This is but a small list of things.

I look forward to building my experience as a cuckold.

I have now returned home from work and as ordered by Miss, I am once again locked in Chastity