Locked Up

Date of occurrence : 11-Mar-12   

The picture of Miss holding a used condom had me delirious with arousal for most of yesterday. I was working on the blog and simultaneously jerking off. This was affecting my work and causing me to slow down. Miss was keen that I concentrate on the blog and get it up to date as soon as possible. As she could not trust me to control my shameless instincts she decided to take control of things. So, early this morning I a text from Miss woke me up.


Miss: typing w one hand is probably slowing you down maybe you should wear the device when you journal to help concentrate
dont let your little brain your little sex organ overtake your big brain your big sex organ


Miss: tell me when you have the device on


Me: Your text woke me up. I did not even have to read it. As soon as I saw it was from you I couldn't help stroking. Big brain is totally consumed by images of you getting pleasured. And small brain can't help itself.


Me: Yes Miss. May I do it later today?


Miss: why later?


Me: I thought I would go back to sleep now. Then later shave down there before putting it on.


Miss: yes


Me: Thank you Miss. That's very kind of you :) I started the blog and made an introduction post last night. Will add more today

Later that afternoon



Miss: shave yet?

Me: Sorry for the delay Miss. I just finished shaving. Having trouble locking up. Using an ice pack to shrink it.

I was just too aroused for the ice to have any effect. Since Miss did not give me any explicit instruction to not cum, I thought I would masturbate to release some of my pent up frustration. After I came, I finally got myself locked in.

Locked up for Miss

A closer look

I sent the above pics to Miss via MMS and also owned up to my orgasm.

Me: Oh...I had to tell you. The ice was not much use. I had to cum to shrink it. I am much calmer now and able to get some work done. Added another post to blog. 

I couldn't however stay calm for too long. Her pic had me totally hypnotized and the slightest recollection of it would cause immense and uncontrollable arousal. Later that evening I text her again.

Me: I feel like stroking my cock. But I can't :(

I recieved no acknowledgment for the above

Then, much later in the night, before I was about to hit the bed, I text her again.

Me: Miss may I take it off before going to bed?

Miss: if you stop texting about your hard ons :p

Me: I only do that to let you know how desperate & horny you make me feel. I thought you would have liked to know the effect your liaisons have on me. Sorry if that annoys you.

Me: With your permission I will take it off now. I promise no more texts about my shameless masturbation. Instead I will journal about it. Once again I apologise. Was never my intention to annoy you.

Miss: ta
yes you may
good start on journal

Me: Thank you Miss. Glad you like it. I will add more tomorrow. I am really enjoying doing this for you.

So, with her permission I was released for the night.


Although Miss was very kind to have accepted my instant apology for annoying her with constant and immature messages about hard ons and jerk off sessions, I thought I would send her a follow up email expressing my deepest apologies.

Hello Miss,

I know you have already accepted my apology over the constant messaging. Thank you for that. I just hope that this does not stop you from sending me pics like that again. That would be a huge disappointment for me. Its these pics that fuel my passion and make me go deeper into submission to you.I sent those out of impulse. Considering we are in a long distance arrangement, I found that to be the only way to instantly tell you how I feel at certain precise moments. The arousal that I feel from those pics is what drives my submission and I come over with instant need to bare my mind to you.

Anyway,  I have learnt my lesson and the mistake wont be repeated. So I hope I continue to see more pics of similar or any other kind.