My Submissive Core

Over the previous posts I have talked a lot about what drives me as a submissive; what my fantasies are; even talked a bit about my experience. With this post I felt like showing what I mean. Obviously I could not produce real life pics of me but I did manage to find some femdom art that typifies my submission in the most simplest of manner.

I have divided them into two sections to signify the two major aspects of my submissiveness (Submission and Reward)

Submission...Where I Belong

Where I hope to belong is at the feet of my Dominant lady. I belong there not because I consider myself lowly or worthless. On the contrary I consider myself to be an intelligent, confident and diligent submissive who has a lot to offer his Mistress. She will be a very intelligent and caring lady who I will treat as my Goddess. There will be mutual respect between us for the smart and self confident individuals that we are.

Miss and I have discussed this aspect of a sub having self worth as a person. Whilst I submit to her I also feel I must have her respect as a person. I can only earn that respect if I value myself as an individual. Not only do I wish to serve her but I wish to befriend her. So I am glad Miss and I agree on the point of mutual respect.


I adore foot worship and love to pamper a pair of clean and well manicured feet. The form of foot worship I subscribe to is to show my love, affection and respect for the lady as opposed to feeling humiliated. I do not fantasize about cleaning dirty feet with my tongue. Instead, I kiss feet and suck toes to make love to them. As a submissive I feel this is where I start to show my devotion to my Mistress and therefore this is where I belong.

Miss was very generous to send to me a couple of pics. Here is one showing  one of her feet. With Miss's permission I am posting it here.

That is where I hope to belong. At her Feet.

My Ultimate Reward

Every D/s relationship is different and so are the rewards. Some relations are more strict than others, some are high protocol while others have a more casual and playful tone to the D/s dynamic. Relations also differ on the basis of sexual involvement between the Dominant and submissive. As an aspiring cuckold, I am not one to expect much sex (if any). However I do crave intimate oral body worship and consider this to be my ultimate reward for good service.

I realise this is something I would have to work hard for and it is something I am prepared to do. This is the carrot that drives my submission. I have earned this reward in the past and hope to do so again. If I can please my Dominant enough to earn this, and at the same time earn her respect, love and affection as a partner, she would be able to own me mind, body and soul. I hope one day to find such a Lady.

Here is another picture of Miss that she was kind enough to send to me. As soon as I saw this I found myself wanting to be worshiping her in the most intimate way. I know this reward is a long long way away. But this is what I hope to earn by constantly pleasing her with my deeds and service.