Silence

After my last post about getting upset, Miss has not returned any of my text messages nor made any comment about the post. She has also so far ignored my email that I sent with information about some of her likes.

I do understand that Miss would be disappointed in my moment of Madness that I displayed in my last post. Rather than getting upset I should have trusted her judgement on the decision to meet or not. Up until this point I had been advocating the need for patience and had mostly done a good job of it. In one instance I appear to have undone all the hard work, trust and respect I had built with Miss over the last several weeks.

Unfortunately I cannot take back my words. The only thing I can do is to continue working on the tasks she has assigned to me and hope that Miss would find it in her heart to forgive me for my stupidity. With this post I would also like to sincerely apologise to her for disrespecting her.

I would like to assure Miss that this will never be repeated. I always learn from my mistakes and assure her that it will not happen again. Her silence is really punishing and a very harsh lesson. I can only hope this is temporary and not permanent.

Please Miss I am so sorry for what I said in my last. If only I could get one more chance to make things right, I would be very grateful for your kindness. I will always accept whatever information you give to me as sufficient to my knowledge. It is not my place to question your manner of communication. As your sub and potential cuck it is I who needs to be able to work around it.

I hope I do hear from you again real soon Miss.